19-10-2013, 10:15 PM
I woud love to keep doing it too Paul. Didn't want to talk about it but okay.
Writing the stuff is fun, but I was in the server, driving some laps, things didn't work out and (afterwards) I got into a quarrel, yet again.
Happened before, still happening, probably will in the future too. Time to do the wise thing as my "position" here has become undoable.
Every time I do some driving; it goes wrong.
My ideas are shot down, offers are turned off, writing is okay. I spend 9 hours(!!) watching replays, looking up standings, sorting it al out, writing......
I don't mind, but as all other stuff can't be and racing is undoable; I can't show my face anymore.
Just the way it is.
Writing the stuff is fun, but I was in the server, driving some laps, things didn't work out and (afterwards) I got into a quarrel, yet again.
Happened before, still happening, probably will in the future too. Time to do the wise thing as my "position" here has become undoable.
Every time I do some driving; it goes wrong.
My ideas are shot down, offers are turned off, writing is okay. I spend 9 hours(!!) watching replays, looking up standings, sorting it al out, writing......
I don't mind, but as all other stuff can't be and racing is undoable; I can't show my face anymore.
Just the way it is.

